When I am stressed out, I shut down. I wish that it worked out differently, but it never does.
I don't want to get out of bed. I don't want to go to work or school, or do any of the things I need to do in my everyday life. I don't know if that is a normal reaction to stress; it's just the way I've always handled it.
I want to be able to roll with the punches and let things go, but I can't. I always breakdown and cry and struggle to keep moving forward.
Things are just really bad right now, and I don't know how to be happy.
Sometimes I smile and occasionally I laugh, but only when I forget about everything else that's going wrong.
Maybe that's the key moving forward... You just have to forget about the things that are holding you back.