When I am stressed out, I shut down.  I wish that it worked out differently, but it never does.

I don't want to get out of bed.  I don't want to go to work or school, or do any of the things I need to do in my everyday life. I don't know if that is a normal reaction to stress; it's just the way I've always handled it. 

I want to be able to roll with the punches and let things go, but I can't. I always breakdown and cry and struggle to keep moving forward.

Things are just really bad right now, and I don't know how to be happy.

Sometimes I smile and occasionally I laugh, but only when I forget about everything else that's going wrong.

Maybe that's the key moving forward... You just have to forget about the things that are holding you back.

I just want to be happy again.

How long is it going to be before I stop caring?

Because I'm really tired of waiting for the moment where you can talk about your job and me not feel like crying.

It shouldn't be that hard.... That's why I quit, right...

Getting married was the biggest financial mistake I've made to date. You can't get any help.

I can't even get insurance with just my husband's income... And I really need it. 

I'm pregnant...